Depression, it has found me. I am just days away from having said goodbye to Carl, and I am flooded with decision after decision after decision. People are coming by my childhood home where I am staying to drop off food and everyone wants to just drop by. They all just want to be sad with me. I get it. I just feel so shut down.
Sometimes you just want to be alone so you can actually hear the rattling in your head. I am not sure why when someone dies, people want to smother you. I know it comes from a loving place, but is it that they think they are being supportive? Because I am still in disbelief.